PSYCHOLOGICALLY RAPED THE NEXT CHAPTER IN THE PURSUIT OF TRUTH

To cleanse thy soul, one must first confront every demon that resides within it.

PSYCHOLOGICALLY RAPED is an expansion of my previous album, SUICIDE NOTES: THE FINAL CHAPTER, PLEASE DO, ENJOY MY AGONY(https://misanthropiktorment.bandcamp.com/album/suicide-notes-the-final-chapter-please-do-enjoy-my-agony). That album began as poems and letters I wrote while incarcerated. It was a deeply personal examination of my own failures, destructive decisions, and the consequences of addiction. It was about accepting responsibility for my actions while acknowledging that two people caught in the grip of addiction can become equally destructive to themselves and each other. But there was another side to that story.

PSYCHOLOGICALLY RAPED tells that side.

This album comes from a different perspective. Not to erase my responsibility, justify my mistakes, or portray myself as innocent, but to confront the psychological torment that existed alongside our mutual destruction. Relationships fueled by addiction are often toxic on both sides. But what I experienced went beyond ordinary toxicity.

IT BENT MY PERCEPTION OF REALITY

Already struggling with Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD) and other psychological challenges, I found myself in a relationship where my deepest vulnerabilities became weapons used against me. What I experienced was psychological manipulation so calculated and destructive that I began questioning my own perception of reality. My trauma became ammunition. My psychological struggles became entertainment. And when I reacted to the torment, those reactions were used as evidence that I was losing my mind.

SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO CREATE MY DEMONS. SHE ONLY HAD TO LEARN HOW TO USE THEM AGAINST ME

That is why I chose the title PSYCHOLOGICALLY RAPED It is an intentionally disturbing description of what it felt like to have my psychological boundaries violated, my vulnerabilities exploited, and my sense of reality systematically dismantled. This album isn't about revenge. It isn't about escaping accountability. It's about confronting the truth, including the parts that are painful, humiliating, and difficult to admit. The previous album was about facing the monster I had become. THIS ALBUM IS ABOUT CONFRONTING THE MONSTERS THAT HELPED CREATE THE HELL I WAS LIVING IN. Because taking responsibility for your own actions does not mean accepting responsibility for the cruelty inflicted upon you. And forgiveness does not require pretending that the damage never happened. PSYCHOLOGICALLY RAPED is more than an album. It is a confrontation with trauma, addiction, psychological manipulation, betrayal, and the devastating consequences of loving someone while simultaneously destroying each other.

It is another chapter in my pursuit of truth.

TO CLEANSE THY SOUL, ONE MUST FACE EVERY DEMON

The story didn't end with my suicide notes.

IT WAS ONLY THE BEGINNING.