Lyrics

I want to hurt you.
I want to crawl inside your twisted mind,
transform myself into a fly on the wall
in your darkest memories.

Show me all your tragedies.
Show me what made you this way,
so I can use them to murder you
like you murdered me.

I don't want to carry
this animosity.

But forgiveness feels like mercy
you never gave to me.
you murdered everything good
that used to live in me.

I want peace.

I want revenge.

I want to let you go
and pull you close again.

HOW DARE YOU.
Break Me
HOW FUCKING DARE YOU.
Kill Me

You knew where I was broken.
You knew where it hurt.
And somehow that became
the blueprint
for making it worse.

I want you in my life.
I want you out of my head.

One voice says
FORGIVE THEM.

The other screams
MAKE THEM PAY.

forgiveness
doesn't mean you're innocent.
forgiveness
doesn't mean I forget.
I can put down the hatred
without giving you
another weapon.

I don't want to carry
this animosity.
So I forgive you
for what it does for me.
Not because you earned it.
Not because we're okay.

A part of me
will always belong to you.
But everything died
when you chose to break ME

I want peace.

I want revenge.

I LOVE YOU.

I FUCKING HATE YOU.

HOW DARE YOU.
BREAK ME
HOW FUCKING DARE YOU.
Kill Me

I forgive you.
I don't trust you.
I miss you.
I resent you.
I want peace.
I want revenge.
And I fucking hate
that all of it
can be true
at the same time.