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PSYCHOLOGICALLY RAPED
She said she loved me
while she was picking every lock
inside my head.

She knows where the old wounds are.
She knows exactly
where the dead still live.
C.P.T.S.D.
my nervous system
already thinks the world's a threat.
So she pours gasoline
on every memory
I haven't escaped yet.

Keeps me awake
until reality starts bending.
And when the shadows start moving
she smiles
like the experiment
is working.

She made me question
everything I saw.
Everything I heard.
Everything I was.
Then whispered
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE BECOME

You broke into my mind
and rearranged the crime.
Fed the madness.
Lit the fuse.
Then blamed the explosion
on the man you abused.

You called it love
while you tortured me.
Made me hate myself
for the insanity

YOU CREATED IN ME

Days without sleeping.
Methamphetamine heartbeat.
My trauma screaming
And you kept feeding the nightmare.

You knew I was damaged.
You knew I was scared.
You knew what psychosis was
and still took me there.
Then you held up the pieces
of the man that remained
and said

SEE
YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN INSANE
NO
You don't get to create the wound
and blame me

FOR BLEEDING

You broke into my mind
and rearranged the crime.
Fed the madness.
Lit the fuse.
Then blamed the explosion
on the man you abused.

You weren't my lover.
You were the laboratory.

You didn't love me.
YOU CONDITIONED ME